A letter.

“It’s 1am on a humid September day, honey, and I wish I’m reading this in bed with you someday.  My tears are uncategorized; they are neither sad nor happy. They are just salty droplets of water that run from my eye sockets and fall to my shirt. To me, they represent my utmost combination of…

Short Story Series: Three minutes.

It’s 12:36, we were supposed to be done with lunch 6 minutes ago. This is our third month on the cruise, things were always perfectly in orbit. Jack has been eating that bloody yogurt for 10 minutes now and it’s starting to irritate me. Where is it? Where is the bell? How much longer are…

Short Stories Series: The Pharmacy.

Since Annie’s been on her birth control, she has chosen the 3 months supply so she doesn’t have to drive to the pharmacy once every month. As a responsible grown woman with 2 kids and a busy husband, a month passes by so quick she never realizes until it turns to the 20th. She’s always…

Death is Life, and Life is Death. We exist as if we don’t.

Before we were born, there is no concept of Life and Death. If you were born blind, the concept of darkness to you is nothing more than the concept of light. Right? There is no distinction between them since you have no access to them to even have a comparison. Light and Darkness do not…

Everybody lies, especially, to themselves.

I really thought my emotions got better this past couple of days. Turned out it has not gotten better, but slowly turned into a new kind of feeling. I call it “positive depression“ ” The opposite of depression is not happiness, it’s vitality”.   It’s like a new kind of numbness when someone shows you…

My youth with you.

Maybe this is the beginning of my youth, you know? Maybe I haven’t lived at all during my teenage. Maybe this is what living is and I have missing out on all that, my whole girlhood. I spent all this time listening to Cigarettes After Sex at 2.am when I was 17 missing someone I…

Other ways to say ” I love you”.

Please text me when you’re home. You need to get some rest, it’s been a long day. I guess you’re too tired now, so do me a favor and go to bed, okay? Here, it’s the last gum but it’s okay. Your shoes are untied, let me. Why are you so careless? It’s 3 in…

“Put your heart in my hands, let me play with it”

– Can you promise me that you won’t drop it? – Don’t worry, I’ll be gentle. She gives him the beating heart, red and glowing. The hole in her chest gets swollen, oozing with blood as she wheezes, trying to stand up on both feet. The knife of Trust and Love is too sharp for…